What's your best remedy when emotionally hurt or feeling low? Sweets? As a teenage girl, I REALLY DIG ON SWEETS. :)) Moreover, when i am down and hurt. :( It is said that sweets are the most comforting food for those who are emotionally low. Maybe, because it reminds us happy thoughts of our childhood days. Then now, in times of downfall, we uses sweets as the remedy of comforting our emotions. But as we carve for sweets for a method of comforting, we search most for someone to be there to give us the most comforting touch that we really need. Right? :))
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sweets ? :)
Oh, how ot hurts. :(
It hurts to love someone when you can't even tell that someone what you really feel. Sometimes, you get hurt without him/her knowing. You get jealous yet, you have no right to feel that way. You want his/her time yet you're not in the position to demand for it. Your heart is breaking in silence, but despite of this, you continue to love. Because somehow, in this hurtful love there are still happy thoughts &&simple moments to look forward to. :(( Even if it means, being just merely, Friends.
- oh, so sad. :(
Why?
Why is it that you write the most when you're down and lonely? Could it really affect your brain according to your emotions? Why is it that you had so many questions when you're so low? And yet you had solved it just awhile ago when you were having fun? >.< Haaay, i don't know.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
How ??
If you had been the one who's broken hearted? How will you move on && where will you be going? o.0 Her? She don't know where. And she don't know how. >.< Can you please tell her how? Can you please tell her where? Cause it's you (anonymous.) who told her to. But how will you handle it if you'll be on her shoes? How will you? I guess you won't have the hard time. Cause it's her who loved you more and you just loved her less.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
GENESIS IN REVERSE.
In the beginning was the earth.
It was beautiful and man lived upon the earth.
And man said: “Let us build skyscrapers and expressways”.
And man covered the earth with steel and concrete.
And man said: “It was good”.
On the second day.
Man look upon the clear blue waters of the earth.
And man said: “Let us dump sewage and waste into the water”.
And man did. The waters become dark and murky.
And man said: “It is good”
On the third day.
Man gazed at the forest on the earth.
They were tall and green.
And man said: “Let us cut the trees and build things for ourselves.
And man did. And the forest grew thin.
And man said: “It is good”.
On the fourth day.
Man saw animals leaping in the fields and playing in the sun.
And man said: “Let us trap the animals for money and shoot them for sport.
And man did. And animals become scarce.
And man said: “It is good”.
On the fifth day.
Man felt the cool breeze in his nostrils.
And man said: Let us burn our refuse and let the wind blow away the smoke and debris.
And man did. And the air becomes dense with smoke and carbon.
And man said: “It is good”.
On the sixth day.
Man saw many kinds of people on the earth.
Different races, color and creed. And man feared and said:
“Let us make bombs and missiles in case misunderstanding arise”.
And man did. And missiles site and bomb dumps checkered the landscape.
And man said: “It is good”
On the seventh day.
Man rested. And the earth was quiet and deathly still.
For man was no more.
And it was good.
- posted by Simon la Victoria on fb.
It's me &my Ballpen ^^
Once there's these words i'd like to spit out from this heavy chest, once my thoughts are filling up this brim, and when a time my emotions on hold come uncontrollable, i will come running my room and curl myself, trying to reach a thing that can understand me, my ball pen & a clean sheet of paper waiting for me to strikes the word for it to listen. What's bugging me right now? I used to cry with someone listening. I used to pour my hatred to someone who's ready to calm me when it's over. But what about right now? My mind that's pouring these words that i can't seem to control, but once i open my mouth, and try to breath out the words, nothing's coming out. Maybe i was just afraid of thinking that's no one's here to listen. Maybe frightened of no one who's going to comfort and rub my back and try to wipe these tears that's rolling down my face. I got so weak and and so down. My chest's getting heavier of these hurts that I wanted to burst out. But how? I can't express myself right now, in this instance. I can't seem to understand myself. I guess I'll be left with this ball pen on my hand and a sheet of paper catching every teardrop of pain coming out. (setting my pain aside as i knelt down, and pray.)
Monday, November 16, 2009
As she passed by you :)
Staring at you from afar. Looking closely to what she unbelievably see. She imagined how happy you are. The smile that she gave you from before. The laughter that they both shared with each other. She knows, whether it tells her the real happiness that you wanted to show. That smile, the smile that she can't easily just forget as what you asked for her to do. A smile that tells her that no doubt, you really are spending so great time. Looking back at the times she made you sad && cry, she can imagine how you stood up && work to carry a great smile of where you are right now, yes, she know. She knew it all the time, you are in-love. In-love to the person whom you are with now. You were given everything by her. And as she knows, you gave her everything that she (new girl) haven't got. And it was the love that she came to experience from before. You're good now, maybe better, she don't know. But as she passed by you now, she knows, you are in-love. (with someone else.)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Cold breeze.
From a moment it started to rain now, here comes the thought of someone i knew from before. I viewed him from my facebook (seancedric). He's my friend from elementary and i hope he had always been a friend to me even if he's a thousand miles away from where i am right now. well, he had been studying at Richland Northeast Highschool. and definitely, that's not from here. :DD he had been a great friend to me. Just want to know though if he's still afriend that i knew before. Maybe he had changed a lot from years of not seeing each other. Well, guess so. :)) Hope to see him sometimes. We'll i miss him. :)
how great, it rained ^^
It haven't rained since, uhhhm... like, forever ?? well, i said it so because our school highway had been very dried up since we came back to school from our semestral break. :DD and just by now, though it's not very seasonal to rain by now, it feels do greatful to make our highway wet. so that, when coming and going to school, we'll not be as dusty as uncleaned floor from a very dusty old stock room. :)) well, it feels so great to experience rain this time. -- though it's a lot hindrance for teenage outings:DD
Saturday, November 7, 2009
NOTHING in mind. :))
HAAAAAYY, i really got nothing in my mind. i got so speechless. well, i dont know. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. it feels like this heart beating inside my chest that's really going to burst. my mouth seemed to be shut but still i want these words to burst out these teeth. and vomit the exact words that i really wanted to say. but, WTF** nothing came out. i was zipped to the moment that i really wanted to say something and push these words right to your face. but, OMG** you got me so SPEECHLESS. >.< f*** i just got so pissed. i should have said that .. IM SOOO OVER YOU !! >.< DAMN!
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was ko ksabot. :DD
IMAGINE! ^^
Then she think back those moments again. after she wrote her first note. was she really waiting for a new man to come? or was she just having this feeling of desparation because she know deep within her, she really wasnt looking for a new. she was just waiting. waiting for that DAMN OLD SOMEONE WHO BROKE HER HEART FROM THE VERY BEGINNING TO HIS LAST WORDS OF "GOODBYE", TO BEG HER TO COME BACK TO HIM AND WOULD BE EXPLAINING HOW HE MISSES HER AND HOW HE DID REGRET OF LEAVING HER. >.< STUPID, isn't it? not because she's having this little fairytale dream that she keep on restoring in her mind before she sleep so that she wouldn't have a hard time waking up just because tears keep filling her brown eyes. and it is just so hard and tiring to wake up then wipe those tears ALONE. can you just imagine what she keep on doing everynight when she pushes her pillow hard on her pretty little face just because she could wake million people when she began to cry. and every morning she change her blanket just because everytime she cry from her sleep, her blanket it soaking from tears. CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE how hard it is to pretend everyday to those people who text her "how was my sleep?" and answer that she was having a good dream when infact she was having a very difficult time fighting for her fairytale against this nightmare that is really meant for her to dream of. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW STUPID YOU REALLY ARE?? this pretty girl who walks down every aisle and turns every headshe passess by and you doesn't know you are the reason she makes herself beautiful everyday just because she's expecting for you to notice her and give her a smile that could brighten up her day and would stop her from crying for a week. huh?? STUPID right? but as you read this message, don't you know that you're getting more stupid every line that you read? because, as you thought you're making her WORST everyday from now? WELL NOT.cause SHE"S OVER YOU. and can you just imagine how you laugh knowing you crampled a little page of her life? YOU LOOK SO STUPID. as STUPID she was when she was crying over you. ;DD but you still are lucky, cause she knows the word forgiveness. and she did forgive you from the moment she thought back of the time she met you, and the time you made her smile the moment you kissed her.
;DD
;DD
LOL!
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