I DAMN HATE YOU!

You made me believe
That there’ll be tears no more
After I will do
Tell you the words
I love you.

So damn and drank
Here I am tonight
Because of you
And your fucked stupid acts

You pulled me out
You grabbed me tight
And slapped my face
Telling me how stupid I was.

Yes dear, how stupid I am
To make believe
Of rainbows after you
So not true.

But darling you own me
Promised I own you too
Here I am now
Kissing all the words till gone.

Baby you got me before
Now you caught me again
Oh baby, stop this now
Make me tell you how,
I hate you!

My February

I once felt a heart that shattered and lost
In this great little February
The day of hearts celebrated
Was when my heart once did die.

My heart was once blooming
I almost did believed how blue turns to red
I never thought of falling so hard
And insanely in love I could say.

Who could ever thought of me falling apart?
This face that smiles in almost every little way
Somehow had frowned and felt deeply in pain
On February 14th he had his goodbye.

“It was a joke”, I said
And made myself believe he will come back
All because I thought we feel the same way
I love him but he loves her.

I used not to believe he have this girl
Who I thought that was only his dream
But I didn’t expect that way
How this girl took his heart away.

But that was once a February,
Which I thought it was the real one.
But now I stand again,
Welcoming with a smile, my new and happy February.